31 March 2006 ; 3:55 PM
it's been a boring week...
with ntin to do.....
juz had a hair cut...
wanted to cut tis hair cut 4 a long time... i tink i look beta in my new hair cut... hahaha... ahzai is goin overseas to work... wish you the best of luck and have a gd trip... it has been rainin the past few days... dunno whether i will be able to go sentosa... wanna have a tan again... who wans to go?
i'm feeling very lonely and start to find myself a failure. although i say i cn take up and put down. but i can't hlp having tis type of feeling. maybe it is not time yet. i do not noe... juz got bac my results for sup paper i hav to retake subjects again... fark.... feel lyk findin a nice tall building and jump down... so i do not have to face all tis shit again... life to me now is meaningless... wat do we live for... i knew what i was living for a few years back. but now i'm lost... i do not noe where am i heading or wat are my goals in life...
you said i have changed i find that i don... maybe how i treat u have change. of coze it changed... wat is last time... and wat is now... how can i still treat you u the same...?
;devoided of all emotions