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21 August 2006 ; 4:03 AM

after wat happen over tis month i hav been thinking



how is it a gd frene of urs can do something 4 his gf and not for a friend 4 life?
how is it frenes can quarrel over a gal?
how is it tt one can change juz because of one gal?
how is it tt tis gal in ur life(as ur frenes gf) can change ur entire life in one night?
how is it tt things u and ur frene plan together changed juz because his gal said she wan/can/wanna try to do it?
how is it tt our freneships can be so easily broken?, quarrel juz because ur nt invite to and outing or wat?
how is it tt i can still believe in a freneship when my other frenes have pointed out tt im being betrayed and i noe tt i m being betrayed?
how is it tt i get tis feeling tt im treating one as my best frene but he does not treat me as one?




so many hows but not one i can find an ans.... maybe i noe the ans but it's not the ans i wan so im finding an alternative ans... it is funny how a gal can change a men's entire life... whether she is relate in ur life or indirectly in ur life... i seriously dunno wat the fuck im bloggin abt now...


i damn moody now... hate the days when it cmes to tis... juz feel lyk closing myself away frm the outside world.... it is a cruel world there... it is cold and unfeeling... all frenes come and go in life... some may come bac... but some juz disappears into the rain... and u are not able to c them anymore... i juz feel tt i cannot find peace in any of my frenes... im seriously lost... i feel tt if any of my frenes gf tell dem not to hang out wif us or me dey will do it. will dey? or will dey shout at them for wanting to cause the friendship to be broken? i tink they will listen to them.... as i see things now... all of my frenes think tt their gf are their lives, wat they wish 4 shld be accomplished.... some let their gf control their entire life, lyk whether to go out wif u or wat.... some use to any time in the day is able to go out wif u when u need to buy some thing but after having a gf dey cme 1st, muz accomdate to the gf timing... things dey use to juz say dey can do it... now? dey will tell u:'i ask 'so and so 1st', den i tell u.... when dey used to:' ok stead'....forgetting abt their own frenes dey have left behind... don u all think so... go take a look and c around... u can c how frenes quarrel, betray,etc.... and u will noe im rite... coze i have faced all this problem before...


whether or not it happens to me or my frenes i have all seen it.... to my guy frenes is it worth to fight over a gal? betray each other because of dem? i don feel so... coze the gal may walk out of ur life anytime...


ppl don take tis post to heart... juz feeling dem moody so i decided to blog tis post... even if u wanna reply or retort to my post... go and seriously think abt it 1st and u can c wat i say will be true.... oh yeah and don give me all tis swear ar sompah, cause i noe in the end u will go against wat u swear or sompah...


;devoided of all emotions